Saturday Morning Death Tease - Rantings
I awoke to
a bad bad shaking & stomach turning with confusion & sadness with horrible scrambles - like tiny fragments of terrible dreams in a shattered bowl or dish ......... or even a large mirror.
I will not go back to bed with fear of that returning. It's not nearly at all bad dreams I'm terrified of... I can surely handle that enough - have for over 30 years - it's the shear terror my body felt when I opened my eyes & things were not quite right At all .......... like it almost wasn't happening to me, but I knew it was, because I felt it.
............ like waking up to a thousand tiny nightmares that aren't over yet & my body is suffering in a shock of multiple sharp traveling pains!
It is just now starting to fade.
wheeeeeeew ...... what the shit was that?
I'm glad I can feel it fading & almost over. Or, at least, I hope it is. Yes. The particles through those lightbeams coming from the bedroom blinds tell me it is settling. Also, my heart rate has slowed back to comfort.
The End.